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Gooseberries
Anton Chekhov
THE whole sky had been overcast with rain-clouds from early morning; it was a still day,
not hot, but heavy, as it is in grey dull weather when the clouds have been hanging over the
country for a long while, when one expects rain and it does not come. Ivan Ivanovitch, the
veterinary surgeon, and Burkin, the high-school teacher, were already tired from walking,
and the fields seemed to them endless. Far ahead of them they could just see the windmills
of the village of Mironositskoe; on the right stretched a row of hillocks which disappeared
in the distance behind the village, and they both knew that this was the bank of the river,
that there were meadows, green willows, homesteads there, and that if one stood on one of
the hillocks one could see from it the same vast plain, telegraph-wires, and a train which in
the distance looked like a crawling caterpillar, and that in clear weather one could even see
the town. Now, in still weather, when all nature seemed mild and dreamy, Ivan Ivanovitch
and Burkin were filled with love of that countryside, and both thought how great, how
beautiful a land it was.
"Last time we were in Prokofy's barn," said Burkin, "you were about to tell me a story."
"Yes; I meant to tell you about my brother."
Ivan Ivanovitch heaved a deep sigh and lighted a pipe to begin to tell his story, but just at
that moment the rain began. And five minutes later heavy rain came down, covering the
sky, and it was hard to tell when it would be over. Ivan Ivanovitch and Burkin stopped in
hesitation; the dogs, already drenched, stood with their tails between their legs gazing at
them feelingly.
"We must take shelter somewhere," said Burkin. "Let us go to Alehin's; it's close by."
"Come along."
They turned aside and walked through mown fields, sometimes going straight forward,
sometimes turning to the right, till they came out on the road. Soon they saw poplars, a
garden, then the red roofs of barns; there was a gleam of the river, and the view opened on
to a broad expanse of water with a windmill and a white bath-house: this was Sofino, where
Alehin lived.
The watermill was at work, drowning the sound of the rain; the dam was shaking. Here wet
horses with drooping heads were standing near their carts, and men were walking about
covered with sacks. It was damp, muddy, and desolate; the water looked cold and
malignant. Ivan Ivanovitch and Burkin were already conscious of a feeling of wetness,
messiness, and discomfort all over; their feet were heavy with mud, and when, crossing the
dam, they went up to the barns, they were silent, as though they were angry with one
another.
In one of the barns there was the sound of a winnowing machine, the door was open, and
clouds of dust were coming from it. In the doorway was standing Alehin himself, a man of
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forty, tall and stout, with long hair, more like a professor or an artist than a landowner. He
had on a white shirt that badly needed washing, a rope for a belt, drawers instead of
trousers, and his boots, too, were plastered up with mud and straw. His eyes and nose were
black with dust. He recognized Ivan Ivanovitch and Burkin, and was apparently much
delighted to see them.
"Go into the house, gentlemen," he said, smiling; "I'll come directly, this minute."
It was a big two-storeyed house. Alehin lived in the lower storey, with arched ceilings and
little windows, where the bailiffs had once lived; here everything was plain, and there was a
smell of rye bread, cheap vodka, and harness. He went upstairs into the best rooms only on
rare occasions, when visitors came. Ivan Ivanovitch and Burkin were met in the house by a
maid-servant, a young woman so beautiful that they both stood still and looked at one
another.
"You can't imagine how delighted I am to see you, my friends," said Alehin, going into the
hall with them. "It is a surprise! Pelagea," he said, addressing the girl, "give our visitors
something to change into. And, by the way, I will change too. Only I must first go and
wash, for I almost think I have not washed since spring. Wouldn't you like to come into the
bath-house? and meanwhile they will get things ready here."
Beautiful Pelagea, looking so refined and soft, brought them towels and soap, and Alehin
went to the bath-house with his guests.
"It's a long time since I had a wash," he said, undressing. "I have got a nice bath-house, as
you see -- my father built it -- but I somehow never have time to wash."
He sat down on the steps and soaped his long hair and his neck, and the water round him
turned brown.
"Yes, I must say," said Ivan Ivanovitch meaningly, looking at his head.
"It's a long time since I washed . . ." said Alehin with embarrassment, giving himself a
second soaping, and the water near him turned dark blue, like ink.
Ivan Ivanovitch went outside, plunged into the water with a loud splash, and swam in the
rain, flinging his arms out wide. He stirred the water into waves which set the white lilies
bobbing up and down; he swam to the very middle of the millpond and dived, and came up
a minute later in another place, and swam on, and kept on diving, trying to touch the
bottom.
"Oh, my goodness!" he repeated continually, enjoying himself thoroughly. "Oh, my
goodness!" He swam to the mill, talked to the peasants there, then returned and lay on his
back in the middle of the pond, turning his face to the rain. Burkin and Alehin were dressed
and ready to go, but he still went on swimming and diving. "Oh, my goodness! . . ." he said.
"Oh, Lord, have mercy on me! . . ."
"That's enough!" Burkin shouted to him.
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They went back to the house. And only when the lamp was lighted in the big drawing-room
upstairs, and Burkin and Ivan Ivanovitch, attired in silk dressing-gowns and warm slippers,
were sitting in arm-chairs; and Alehin, washed and combed, in a new coat, was walking
about the drawing-room, evidently enjoying the feeling of warmth, cleanliness, dry clothes,
and light shoes; and when lovely Pelagea, stepping noiselessly on the carpet and smiling
softly, handed tea and jam on a tray -- only then Ivan Ivanovitch began on his story, and it
seemed as though not only Burkin and Alehin were listening, but also the ladies, young and
old, and the officers who looked down upon them sternly and calmly from their gold
frames.
"There are two of us brothers," he began --"I, Ivan Ivanovitch, and my brother, Nikolay
Ivanovitch, two years younger. I went in for a learned profession and became a veterinary
surgeon, while Nikolay sat in a government office from the time he was nineteen. Our
father, Tchimsha-Himalaisky, was a kantonist, but he rose to be an officer and left us a little
estate and the rank of nobility. After his death the little estate went in debts and legal
expenses; but, anyway, we had spent our childhood running wild in the country. Like
peasant children, we passed our days and nights in the fields and the woods, looked after
horses, stripped the bark off the trees, fished, and so on. . . . And, you know, whoever has
once in his life caught perch or has seen the migrating of the thrushes in autumn, watched
how they float in flocks over the village on bright, cool days, he will never be a real
townsman, and will have a yearning for freedom to the day of his death. My brother was
miserable in the government office. Years passed by, and he went on sitting in the same
place, went on writing the same papers and thinking of one and the same thing -- how to get
into the country. And this yearning by degrees passed into a definite desire, into a dream of
buying himself a little farm somewhere on the banks of a river or a lake.
"He was a gentle, good-natured fellow, and I was fond of him, but I never sympathized with
this desire to shut himself up for the rest of his life in a little farm of his own. It's the correct
thing to say that a man needs no more than six feet of earth. But six feet is what a corpse
needs, not a man. And they say, too, now, that if our intellectual classes are attracted to the
land and yearn for a farm, it's a good thing. But these farms are just the same as six feet of
earth. To retreat from town, from the struggle, from the bustle of life, to retreat and bury
oneself in one's farm -- it's not life, it's egoism, laziness, it's monasticism of a sort, but
monasticism without good works. A man does not need six feet of earth or a farm, but the
whole globe, all nature, where he can have room to display all the qualities and peculiarities
of his free spirit.
"My brother Nikolay, sitting in his government office, dreamed of how he would eat his
own cabbages, which would fill the whole yard with such a savoury smell, take his meals
on the green grass, sleep in the sun, sit for whole hours on the seat by the gate gazing at the
fields and the forest. Gardening books and the agricultural hints in calendars were his
delight, his favourite spiritual sustenance; he enjoyed reading newspapers, too, but the only
things he read in them were the advertisements of so many acres of arable land and a grass
meadow with farm-houses and buildings, a river, a garden, a mill and millponds, for sale.
And his imagination pictured the garden-paths, flowers and fruit, starling cotes, the carp in
the pond, and all that sort of thing, you know. These imaginary pictures were of different
kinds according to the advertisements which he came across, but for some reason in every
one of them he had always to have gooseberries. He could not imagine a homestead, he
could not picture an idyllic nook, without gooseberries.
" 'Country life has its conveniences,' he would sometimes say. 'You sit on the verandah and
you drink tea, while your ducks swim on the pond, there is a delicious smell everywhere,
and . . . and the gooseberries are growing.'
"He used to draw a map of his property, and in every map there were the same things -- (a)
house for the family, (b) servants' quarters, (c) kitchen-garden, (d) gooseberry-bushes. He
lived parsimoniously, was frugal in food and drink, his clothes were beyond description; he
looked like a beggar, but kept on saving and putting money in the bank. He grew fearfully
avaricious. I did not like to look at him, and I used to give him something and send him
presents for Christmas and Easter, but he used to save that too. Once a man is absorbed by
an idea there is no doing anything with him.
"Years passed: he was transferred to another province. He was over forty, and he was still
reading the advertisements in the papers and saving up. Then I heard he was married. Still
with the same object of buying a farm and having gooseberries, he married an elderly and
ugly widow without a trace of feeling for her, simply because she had filthy lucre. He went
on living frugally after marrying her, and kept her short of food, while he put her money in
the bank in his name.
"Her first husband had been a postmaster, and with him she was accustomed to pies and
home-made wines, while with her second husband she did not get enough black bread; she
began to pine away with this sort of life, and three years later she gave up her soul to God.
And I need hardly say that my brother never for one moment imagined that he was
responsible for her death. Money, like vodka, makes a man queer. In our town there was a
merchant who, before he died, ordered a plateful of honey and ate up all his money and
lottery tickets with the honey, so that no one might get the benefit of it. While I was
inspecting cattle at a railway-station, a cattle-dealer fell under an engine and had his leg cut
off. We carried him into the waiting-room, the blood was flowing -- it was a horrible thing
-- and he kept asking them to look for his leg and was very much worried about it; there
were twenty roubles in the boot on the leg that had been cut off, and he was afraid they
would be lost."
"That's a story from a different opera," said Burkin.
"After his wife's death," Ivan Ivanovitch went on, after thinking for half a minute, "my
brother began looking out for an estate for himself. Of course, you may look about for five
years and yet end by making a mistake, and buying something quite different from what you
have dreamed of. My brother Nikolay bought through an agent a mortgaged estate of three
hundred and thirty acres, with a house for the family, with servants' quarters, with a park,
but with no orchard, no gooseberry-bushes, and no duck-pond; there was a river, but the
water in it was the colour of coffee, because on one side of the estate there was a brickyard
and on the other a factory for burning bones. But Nikolay Ivanovitch did not grieve much;
he ordered twenty gooseberry-bushes, planted them, and began living as a country
gentleman.
"Last year I went to pay him a visit. I thought I would go and see what it was like. In his
letters my brother called his estate 'Tchumbaroklov Waste, alias Himalaiskoe.' I reached
'alias Himalaiskoe' in the afternoon. It was hot. Everywhere there were ditches, fences,
hedges, fir-trees planted in rows, and there was no knowing how to get to the yard, where to
put one's horse. I went up to the house, and was met by a fat red dog that looked like a pig.
It wanted to bark, but it was too lazy. The cook, a fat, barefooted woman, came out of the
kitchen, and she, too, looked like a pig, and said that her master was resting after dinner. I
went in to see my brother. He was sitting up in bed with a quilt over his legs; he had grown
older, fatter, wrinkled; his cheeks, his nose, and his mouth all stuck out -- he looked as
though he might begin grunting into the quilt at any moment.
"We embraced each other, and shed tears of joy and of sadness at the thought that we had
once been young and now were both grey-headed and near the grave. He dressed, and led
me out to show me the estate.
" 'Well, how are you getting on here?' I asked.
" 'Oh, all right, thank God; I am getting on very well.'
"He was no more a poor timid clerk, but a real landowner, a gentleman. He was already
accustomed to it, had grown used to it, and liked it. He ate a great deal, went to the bath-
house, was growing stout, was already at law with the village commune and both factories,
and was very much offended when the peasants did not call him 'Your Honour.' And he
concerned himself with the salvation of his soul in a substantial, gentlemanly manner, and
performed deeds of charity, not simply, but with an air of consequence. And what deeds of
charity! He treated the peasants for every sort of disease with soda and castor oil, and on his
name-day had a thanksgiving service in the middle of the village, and then treated the
peasants to a gallon of vodka -- he thought that was the thing to do. Oh, those horrible
gallons of vodka! One day the fat landowner hauls the peasants up before the district
captain for trespass, and next day, in honour of a holiday, treats them to a gallon of vodka,
and they drink and shout 'Hurrah!' and when they are drunk bow down to his feet. A change
of life for the better, and being well-fed and idle develop in a Russian the most insolent
self-conceit. Nikolay Ivanovitch, who at one time in the government office was afraid to
have any views of his own, now could say nothing that was not gospel truth, and uttered
such truths in the tone of a prime minister. 'Education is essential, but for the peasants it is
premature.' 'Corporal punishment is harmful as a rule, but in some cases it is necessary and
there is nothing to take its place.'
" 'I know the peasants and understand how to treat them,' he would say. 'The peasants like
me. I need only to hold up my little finger and the peasants will do anything I like.'
"And all this, observe, was uttered with a wise, benevolent smile. He repeated twenty times
over 'We noblemen,' 'I as a noble'; obviously he did not remember that our grandfather was
a peasant, and our father a soldier. Even our surname Tchimsha-Himalaisky, in reality so
incongruous, seemed to him now melodious, distinguished, and very agreeable.
"But the point just now is not he, but myself. I want to tell you about the change that took
place in me during the brief hours I spent at his country place. In the evening, when we
were drinking tea, the cook put on the table a plateful of gooseberries. They were not
bought, but his own gooseberries, gathered for the first time since the bushes were planted.
Nikolay Ivanovitch laughed and looked for a minute in silence at the gooseberries, with
tears in his eyes; he could not speak for excitement. Then he put one gooseberry in his
mouth, looked at me with the triumph of a child who has at last received his favourite toy,
and said:
" 'How delicious!'
"And he ate them greedily, continually repeating, 'Ah, how delicious! Do taste them!'
"They were sour and unripe, but, as Pushkin says:
" 'Dearer to us the falsehood that exalts
Than hosts of baser truths.'
"I saw a happy man whose cherished dream was so obviously fulfilled, who had attained his
object in life, who had gained what he wanted, who was satisfied with his fate and himself.
There is always, for some reason, an element of sadness mingled with my thoughts of
human happiness, and, on this occasion, at the sight of a happy man I was overcome by an
oppressive feeling that was close upon despair. It was particularly oppressive at night. A
bed was made up for me in the room next to my brother's bedroom, and I could hear that he
was awake, and that he kept getting up and going to the plate of gooseberries and taking
one. I reflected how many satisfied, happy people there really are! 'What a suffocating force
it is! You look at life: the insolence and idleness of the strong, the ignorance and
brutishness of the weak, incredible poverty all about us, overcrowding, degeneration,
drunkenness, hypocrisy, lying. . . . Yet all is calm and stillness in the houses and in the
streets; of the fifty thousand living in a town, there is not one who would cry out, who
would give vent to his indignation aloud. We see the people going to market for provisions,
eating by day, sleeping by night, talking their silly nonsense, getting married, growing old,
serenely escorting their dead to the cemetery; but we do not see and we do not hear those
who suffer, and what is terrible in life goes on somewhere behind the scenes. . . .
Everything is quiet and peaceful, and nothing protests but mute statistics: so many people
gone out of their minds, so many gallons of vodka drunk, so many children dead from
malnutrition. . . . And this order of things is evidently necessary; evidently the happy man
only feels at ease because the unhappy bear their burdens in silence, and without that
silence happiness would be impossible. It's a case of general hypnotism. There ought to be
behind the door of every happy, contented man some one standing with a hammer
continually reminding him with a tap that there are unhappy people; that however happy he
may be, life will show him her laws sooner or later, trouble will come for him -- disease,
poverty, losses, and no one will see or hear, just as now he neither sees nor hears others.
But there is no man with a hammer; the happy man lives at his ease, and trivial daily cares
faintly agitate him like the wind in the aspen-tree -- and all goes well.
"That night I realized that I, too, was happy and contented," Ivan Ivanovitch went on,
getting up. "I, too, at dinner and at the hunt liked to lay down the law on life and religion,
and the way to manage the peasantry. I, too, used to say that science was light, that culture
was essential, but for the simple people reading and writing was enough for the time.
Freedom is a blessing, I used to say; we can no more do without it than without air, but we
must wait a little. Yes, I used to talk like that, and now I ask, 'For what reason are we to
wait?' " asked Ivan Ivanovitch, looking angrily at Burkin. "Why wait, I ask you? What
grounds have we for waiting? I shall be told, it can't be done all at once; every idea takes
shape in life gradually, in its due time. But who is it says that? Where is the proof that it's
right? You will fall back upon the natural order of things, the uniformity of phenomena; but
is there order and uniformity in the fact that I, a living, thinking man, stand over a chasm
and wait for it to close of itself, or to fill up with mud at the very time when perhaps I might
leap over it or build a bridge across it? And again, wait for the sake of what? Wait till
there's no strength to live? And meanwhile one must live, and one wants to live!
"I went away from my brother's early in the morning, and ever since then it has been
unbearable for me to be in town. I am oppressed by its peace and quiet; I am afraid to look
at the windows, for there is no spectacle more painful to me now than the sight of a happy
family sitting round the table drinking tea. I am old and am not fit for the struggle; I am not
even capable of hatred; I can only grieve inwardly, feel irritated and vexed; but at night my
head is hot from the rush of ideas, and I cannot sleep. . . . Ah, if I were young!"
Ivan Ivanovitch walked backwards and forwards in excitement, and repeated: "If I were
young!"
He suddenly went up to Alehin and began pressing first one of his hands and then the other.
"Pavel Konstantinovitch," he said in an imploring voice, "don't be calm and contented, don't
let yourself be put to sleep! While you are young, strong, confident, be not weary in well-
doing! There is no happiness, and there ought not to be; but if there is a meaning and an
object in life, that meaning and object is not our happiness, but something greater and more
rational. Do good!"
And all this Ivan Ivanovitch said with a pitiful, imploring smile, as though he were asking
him a personal favour.
Then all three sat in arm-chairs at different ends of the drawing-room and were silent. Ivan
Ivanovitch's story had not satisfied either Burkin or Alehin. When the generals and ladies
gazed down from their gilt frames, looking in the dusk as though they were alive, it was
dreary to listen to the story of the poor clerk who ate gooseberries. They felt inclined, for
some reason, to talk about elegant people, about women. And their sitting in the drawing-
room where everything -- the chandeliers in their covers, the arm-chairs, and the carpet
under their feet -- reminded them that those very people who were now looking down from
their frames had once moved about, sat, drunk tea in this room, and the fact that lovely
Pelagea was moving noiselessly about was better than any story.
Alehin was fearfully sleepy; he had got up early, before three o'clock in the morning, to
look after his work, and now his eyes were closing; but he was afraid his visitors might tell
some interesting story after he had gone, and he lingered on. He did not go into the question
whether what Ivan Ivanovitch had just said was right and true. His visitors did not talk of
groats, nor of hay, nor of tar, but of something that had no direct bearing on his life, and he
was glad and wanted them to go on.
"It's bed-time, though," said Burkin, getting up. "Allow me to wish you good-night."
Alehin said good-night and went downstairs to his own domain, while the visitors remained
upstairs. They were both taken for the night to a big room where there stood two old
wooden beds decorated with carvings, and in the corner was an ivory crucifix. The big cool
beds, which had been made by the lovely Pelagea, smelt agreeably of clean linen.
Ivan Ivanovitch undressed in silence and got into bed.
"Lord forgive us sinners!" he said, and put his head under the quilt.
His pipe lying on the table smelt strongly of stale tobacco, and Burkin could not sleep for a
long while, and kept wondering where the oppressive smell came from.
The rain was pattering on the window-panes all night.
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