They went back to the house. And only when the lamp was lighted in the big drawing-room
upstairs, and Burkin and Ivan Ivanovitch, attired in silk dressing-gowns and warm slippers,
were sitting in arm-chairs; and Alehin, washed and combed, in a new coat, was walking
about the drawing-room, evidently enjoying the feeling of warmth, cleanliness, dry clothes,
and light shoes; and when lovely Pelagea, stepping noiselessly on the carpet and smiling
softly, handed tea and jam on a tray -- only then Ivan Ivanovitch began on his story, and it
seemed as though not only Burkin and Alehin were listening, but also the ladies, young and
old, and the officers who looked down upon them sternly and calmly from their gold
frames.
"There are two of us brothers," he began --"I, Ivan Ivanovitch, and my brother, Nikolay
Ivanovitch, two years younger. I went in for a learned profession and became a veterinary
surgeon, while Nikolay sat in a government office from the time he was nineteen. Our
father, Tchimsha-Himalaisky, was a kantonist, but he rose to be an officer and left us a little
estate and the rank of nobility. After his death the little estate went in debts and legal
expenses; but, anyway, we had spent our childhood running wild in the country. Like
peasant children, we passed our days and nights in the fields and the woods, looked after
horses, stripped the bark off the trees, fished, and so on. . . . And, you know, whoever has
once in his life caught perch or has seen the migrating of the thrushes in autumn, watched
how they float in flocks over the village on bright, cool days, he will never be a real
townsman, and will have a yearning for freedom to the day of his death. My brother was
miserable in the government office. Years passed by, and he went on sitting in the same
place, went on writing the same papers and thinking of one and the same thing -- how to get
into the country. And this yearning by degrees passed into a definite desire, into a dream of
buying himself a little farm somewhere on the banks of a river or a lake.
"He was a gentle, good-natured fellow, and I was fond of him, but I never sympathized with
this desire to shut himself up for the rest of his life in a little farm of his own. It's the correct
thing to say that a man needs no more than six feet of earth. But six feet is what a corpse
needs, not a man. And they say, too, now, that if our intellectual classes are attracted to the
land and yearn for a farm, it's a good thing. But these farms are just the same as six feet of
earth. To retreat from town, from the struggle, from the bustle of life, to retreat and bury
oneself in one's farm -- it's not life, it's egoism, laziness, it's monasticism of a sort, but
monasticism without good works. A man does not need six feet of earth or a farm, but the
whole globe, all nature, where he can have room to display all the qualities and peculiarities
of his free spirit.
"My brother Nikolay, sitting in his government office, dreamed of how he would eat his
own cabbages, which would fill the whole yard with such a savoury smell, take his meals
on the green grass, sleep in the sun, sit for whole hours on the seat by the gate gazing at the
fields and the forest. Gardening books and the agricultural hints in calendars were his
delight, his favourite spiritual sustenance; he enjoyed reading newspapers, too, but the only
things he read in them were the advertisements of so many acres of arable land and a grass
meadow with farm-houses and buildings, a river, a garden, a mill and millponds, for sale.
And his imagination pictured the garden-paths, flowers and fruit, starling cotes, the carp in
the pond, and all that sort of thing, you know. These imaginary pictures were of different
kinds according to the advertisements which he came across, but for some reason in every
one of them he had always to have gooseberries. He could not imagine a homestead, he
could not picture an idyllic nook, without gooseberries.