Uncle Joseph clung to her, could not well come up to Aikenside. Agnes
would not go down, neither would she give other reason for her
obstinacy than the apparently foolish one that she did not wish to see
the crazy man. Still she did not object to Jessie's going as often as
she liked, and she sent by her many little delicacies from the larder
at Aikenside, some for grandpa, but most for Uncle Joseph, who prized
highly everything coming from "the madam," and sent back to her more
than one strangely worded message which made the proud woman's eyes
overflow when sure that no one could see her. But this kind of
intercourse came to an end at last. The vacation was over, Jessie had
gone back to school, and Maddy began in sober earnest the new life
before her. Flora, it is true, relieved her of all household drudgery,
but no one could share the burden of care and anxiety pressing so
heavily upon her, anxiety for her grandfather, whose health seemed
failing so fast, and who always looked so disturbed if a shadow were
resting on her bright face, or her voice were less cheerful in its
tone, and care for the imbecile Joseph, who clung to her as a puny
child clings to its mother, refusing to be cared for by any one else,
and often requiring of her more than her strength could endure for a
great length of time. She it was who gave him his breakfast in the
morning, amused him through the day, and then, after he was in bed at
night, often sat by his side till a late hour, singing to him old
songs, or telling Bible stories until he fell away to sleep. Then if
he awoke, as he frequently did, there was a cry for Maddy, and the
soothing process had to be repeated, until the tired, pale watcher
ceased to wonder that her grandmother had died so suddenly, wondering
rather that she had lived so long and borne so much.
Those were dark, wearisome days to Maddy, and the long, cold winter
was gone from the New England hills, and the early buds of spring were
coming up by the cottage door, the neighbors began to talk of the
change which had come over the young girl, once so full of life and
health, but now so languid and pale. Still Maddy was not unhappy, nor
was the discipline too severe, for by it she learned at last the great
object of life; learned to take her troubles and cares to One who
helped her bear them so cheerfully, that those who pitied her most
never dreamed how heavy was her burden, so patiently and sweetly she
bore it. Occasionally there came to her letters from the doctor, but
latterly they gave her less pleasure than pain, for as sure as she
read one of his kind, friendly messages of sympathy and remembrance,
the tempter whispered to her that though she did not love him as she
ought to love her husband, yet a life with him was far preferable to
the life she was living, and a receipt of his letters always gave her
a pang which lasted until Guy came down to see her, when it usually
disappeared. Agnes was now at Aikenside, and thus Maddy frequently had
Jessie at the cottage, but Agnes never came, and Maddy little guessed
how often the proud woman cried herself to sleep after listening to
Jessie's recital of all Maddy had to do for the crazy man, and how
patiently she did it. He had taken a fancy that Maddy must tell him
stories of Sarah, describing her as she was now, not as she used to be
when he knew her, but now. "What is she now? How does she look? What
does she wear? Tell me, tell me!" he would plead, until Maddy, forced
to tell him something, and having distinctly in her mind but one
fashionable woman such as she fancied Sarah might be, told him of
Agnes Remington, describing her as she was in her mature beauty, with
her heavy flowing curls, her brilliant color, her flashing diamonds
and costly laces, and Uncle Joseph, listening to her with parted lips
and hushed breath, would whisper softly, "Yes, that's Sarah, beautiful
Sarah; but tell me--does she ever think of me, or of that time in Hie