he volunteered a statement.
Since that occasion Mr. Bessel has several times repeated this statement--to myself among
other people--varying the details as the narrator of real experiences always does, but never
by any chance contradicting himself in any particular. And the statement he makes is in
substance as follows.
In order to understand it clearly it is necessary to go back to his experiments with Mr.
Vincey before his remarkable attack. Mr. Bessel's first attempts at self-projection, in his
experiments with Mr. Vincey, were, as the reader will remember, unsuccessful. But through
all of them he was concentrating all his power and will upon getting out of the
body--"willing it with all my might," he says. At last, almost against expectation, came
success. And Mr. Bessel asserts that he, being alive, did actually, by an effort of will, leave
his body and pass into some place or state outside this world.
The release was, he asserts, instantaneous. "At one moment I was seated in my chair, with
my eyes tightly shut, my hands gripping the arms of the chair, doing all I could to
concentrate my mind on Vincey, and then I perceived myself outside my body--saw my
body near me, but certainly not containing me, with the hands relaxing and the head
drooping forward on the breast."
Nothing shakes him in his assurance of that release. He describes in a quiet, matter-of-fact
way the new sensation he experienced. He felt he had become impalpable--so much he had
expected, but he had not expected to find himself enormously large. So, however, it would
seem he became. "I was a great cloud--if I may express it that way--anchored to my body. It
appeared to me, at first, as if I had discovered a greater self of which the conscious being in
my brain was only a little part. I saw the Albany and Piccadilly and Regent Street and all
the rooms and places in the houses, very minute and very bright and distinct, spread out
below me like a little city seen from a balloon. Every now and then vague shapes like
drifting wreaths of smoke made the vision a little indistinct, but at first I paid little heed to
them. The thing that astonished me most, and which astonishes me still, is that I saw quite
distinctly the insides of the houses as well as the streets, saw little people dining and talking
in the private houses, men and women dining, playing billiards, and drinking in restaurants
and hotels, and several places of entertainment crammed with people. It was like watching
the affairs of a glass hive."
Such were Mr. Bessel's exact words as I took them down when he told me the story. Quite
forgetful of Mr. Vincey, he remained for a space observing these things. Impelled by
curiosity, he says, he stooped down, and, with the shadowy arm he found himself possessed
of, attempted to touch a man walking along Vigo Street. But he could not do so, though his
finger seemed to pass through the man. Something prevented his doing this, but what it was
he finds it hard to describe. He compares the obstacle to a sheet of glass.
"I felt as a kitten may feel," he said, "when it goes for the first time to pat its reflection in a
mirror." Again and again, on the occasion when I heard him tell this story, Mr. Bessel
returned to that comparison of the sheet of glass. Yet it was not altogether a precise
comparison, because, as the reader will speedily see, there were interruptions of this
generally impermeable resistance, means of getting through the barrier to the material world
again. But, naturally, there is a very great difficulty in expressing these unprecedented