eyes; it wasn't light, it wasn't colour; it was something that moved, away back, when the
eyes themselves weren't moving. And I guess I didn't see it move either; I only sensed that it
moved. It was an expression--that's what it was--and I got an impression of it. No; it was
different from a mere expression; it was more than that. I don't know what it was, but it
gave me a feeling of kinship just the same. Oh, no, not sentimental kinship. It was, rather, a
kinship of equality. Those eyes never pleaded like a deer's eyes. They challenged. No, it
wasn't defiance. It was just a calm assumption of equality. And I don't think it was
deliberate. My belief is that it was unconscious on his part. It was there because it was
there, and it couldn't help shining out. No, I don't mean shine. It didn't shine; it MOVED. I
know I'm talking rot, but if you'd looked into that animal's eyes the way I have, you'd
understand. Steve was affected the same way I was. Why, I tried to kill that Spot once--he
was no good for anything; and I fell down on it. I led him out into the brush, and he came
along slow and unwilling. He knew what was going on. I stopped in a likely place, put my
foot on the rope, and pulled my big Colt's. And that dog sat down and looked at me. I tell
you he didn't plead. He just looked. And I saw all kinds of incomprehensible things moving,
yes, MOVING, in those eyes of his. I didn't really see them move; I thought I saw them, for,
as I said before, I guess I only sensed them. And I want to tell you right now that it got
beyond me. It was like killing a man, a conscious, brave man, who looked calmly into your
gun as much as to say, "Who's afraid?"
Then, too, the message seemed so near that, instead of pulling the trigger quick, I stopped to
see if I could catch the message. There it was, right before me, glimmering all around in
those eyes of his. And then it was too late. I got scared. I was trembly all over, and my
stomach generated a nervous palpitation that made me seasick. I just sat down and looked at
the dog, and he looked at me, till I thought I was going crazy. Do you want to know what I
did? I threw down the gun and ran back to camp with the fear of God in my heart. Steve
laughed at me. But I notice that Steve led Spot into the woods, a week later, for the same
purpose, and that Steve came back alone, and a little later Spot drifted back, too.
At any rate, Spot wouldn't work. We paid a hundred and ten dollars for him from the
bottom of our sack, and he wouldn't work. He wouldn't even tighten the traces. Steve spoke
to him the first time we put him in harness, and he sort of shivered, that was all. Not an
ounce on the traces. He just stood still and wobbled, like so much jelly. Steve touched him
with the whip. He yelped, but not an ounce. Steve touched him again, a bit harder, and he
howled--the regular long wolf howl. Then Steve got mad and gave him half a dozen, and I
came on the run from the tent.
I told Steve he was brutal with the animal, and we had some words-- the first we'd ever had.
He threw the whip down in the snow and walked away mad. I picked it up and went to it.
That Spot trembled and wobbled and cowered before ever I swung the lash, and with the
first bite of it he howled like a lost soul. Next he lay down in the snow. I started the rest of
the dogs, and they dragged him along while I threw the whip into him. He rolled over on his
back and bumped along, his four legs waving in the air, himself howling as though he was
going through a sausage machine. Steve came back and laughed at me, and I apologized for
what I'd said.
There was no getting any work out of that Spot; and to make up for it, he was the biggest
pig-glutton of a dog I ever saw. On top of that, he was the cleverest thief. There was no
circumventing him. Many a breakfast we went without our bacon because Spot had been