She was so very earnest and injured, that Mr. Gradgrind, shocked by the possibility
which dawned upon him, said in a gentler tone:
'Do you deny, then, madam, that you left your son to − to be brought up in the gutter?'
'Josiah in the gutter!' exclaimed Mrs. Pegler. 'No such a thing, sir. Never! For shame on
you! My dear boy knows, and will give you to know, that though he come of humble
parents, he come of parents that loved him as dear as the best could, and never thought it
hardship on themselves to pinch a bit that he might write and cipher beautiful, and I've his
books at home to show it! Aye, have I!' said Mrs. Pegler, with indignant pride. 'And my dear
boy knows, and will give you to know, sir, that after his beloved father died, when he was
eight years old, his mother, too, could pinch a bit, as it was her duty and her pleasure and her
pride to do it, to help him out in life, and put him 'prentice. And a steady lad he was, and a
kind master he had to lend him a hand, and well he worked his own way forward to be rich
and thriving. And I'll give you to know, sir − for this my dear boy won't − that though his
mother kept but a little village shop, he never forgot her, but pensioned me on thirty pound a
year − more than I want, for I put by out of it − only making the condition that I was to keep
down in my own part, and make no boasts about him, and not trouble him. And I never
have, except with looking at him once a year, when he has never knowed it. And it's right,'
said poor old Mrs. Pegler, in affectionate championship, 'that I should keep down in my own
part, and I have no doubts that if I was here I should do a many unbefitting things, and I am
well contented, and I can keep my pride in my Josiah to myself, and I can love for love's
own sake! And I am ashamed of you, sir,' said Mrs. Pegler, lastly, 'for your slanders and
suspicions. And I never stood here before, nor never wanted to stand here when my dear son
said no. And I shouldn't be here now, if it hadn't been for being brought here. And for shame
upon you, Oh, for shame, to accuse me of being a bad mother to my son, with my son
standing here to tell you so different!'
The bystanders, on and off the dining−room chairs, raised a murmur of sympathy with
Mrs. Pegler, and Mr. Gradgrind felt himself innocently placed in a very distressing
predicament, when Mr. Bounderby, who had never ceased walking up and down, and had
every moment swelled larger and larger, and grown redder and redder, stopped short.
'I don't exactly know,' said Mr. Bounderby, 'how I come to be favoured with the
attendance of the present company, but I don't inquire. When they're quite satisfied, perhaps
they'll be so good as to disperse; whether they're satisfied or not, perhaps they'll be so good
as to disperse. I'm not bound to deliver a lecture on my family affairs, I have not undertaken
to do it, and I'm not a going to do it. Therefore those who expect any explanation whatever
upon that branch of the subject, will be disappointed − particularly Tom Gradgrind, and he
can't know it too soon. In reference to the Bank robbery, there has been a mistake made,
concerning my mother. If there hadn't been over−officiousness it wouldn't have been made,
and I hate over−officiousness at all times, whether or no. Good evening!'
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